In grade 3 the most beautiful girl to ever live came to my class. She had the most radiant blonde hair that waved in the air when the wind. Blue eyes were blue like the sea and when she looked at me they told me they she wanted me, or that she was degusted of me, either or see was still looking at me. Her body…let’s face it wasn’t the best she was in grade 3 and extremely creepy to talk about a 10 year old body like that. Her voice was like a siren how it drew me in but there were not any sharp jagged rocks for me to sail into. I told myself that she would be my wife and that we would have kids together, and she would always be faithful to me, but when I asked her out (stared at her then mumbled a few words) she rejected me.  This rejection made me go into a melancholy state.

I remember just straying at her intoxicating face and whispering “my precious.” I thought if I did this should eventually see me and start liking me because of my attractive gaze. Starting up awkward conversation with her (mumbling a few words then leaving) was another method I used to try and get her to want to be with me more than the Jonas brothers. Her perspective of my gaze and enthusiastic conversation probably came off as I was a confident guy who was sexy and was a total player. Every time I try to lay my arousing moves on her, she would just be like “EEEEEEEW” run away and look like she just got attacked by a beast of grotesque hoarer.  I don’t understand why she does this; all girls want to date me and me giving her an invitation to date, so should wouldn’t have to compete with all the other girls who want me.

I decide to give up one her because I decided she deserved a break from my provoking flirts, or because she left the school and I didn’t get any contact info, mostly because of her leaving the school.  Sometimes I just stray at my old school photos of her and I fantasize about what are lives could have been like if she had stayed at FFCA. I remember all the great times me and her had through all of the 7 years I had known her for. I remember all the fun times we had like her slapping me because I was creeping her out because of my gaze or me drooling over a picture of her and her getting scared of me. Now I’m sitting here staring at a photo blowing smoke out the window and saying to myself, “the one I let get away.”

The novel the House of Tomorrow by Peter Bognanni is related to the motif growing up because the whole book is about the two main characters who are both in bad spots of their lives: them meeting and starting to become friends, Sebastian being forced to play bass and their friendship show this motif.  The motif growing up is what this whole entire book about, from the Sebastian, one of the main characters, has to experience his grandma almost dying to her kicking him out of her house, and Jared, the other main character, going through heart surgery and being forced to go back to school.

These problems the main charters are going through are important to the motif growing up because these problems you will need to overcome in order to grow up. The only way Sebastian and jarred could get past there problem was meeting each other and becoming friends. If they hadn’t of mete the book would have been completely different then what I t was about, but they did meet. This showed growing up because both of these characters didn’t have friends.  This started them growing up because this brought the charters to the starting phase of a new section of their lives.

The character Sebastian reminds me of myself because he joins a band with his friend Jared and is forced to learn bass. This happened to me but I was forced to play drums. I learning drums made me grow as a musician but in the book Learning bass made Jared grow as a person because as he got better he got turned more into a normal teenager. Also the bass signifies something to motivate Sebastian effort to try and change him and trying new things, but the drums gave me something to learn without an actual drum kit. Music is also anther thing me and the main character have in common, but he uses it help him come closer to his friend jarred where as I have been using it to help me cop with problems when I’m stressed out.

The relationship between Jared and Sebastian also signified them growing up because they were both isolated from the rest of the world. This helped them talk about thing they couldn’t talk about with the people around them, like sex drugs and rock n roll, and also life. If they had never become friends then their lives would have sucked. Their lives would have sucked because they wouldn’t have had a friend who they could relate because of their common problem.  These problems helped drive the characters motive to want to play music because then they could escape from their problems.

There are just some of the many examples of growing is this book, these ar just the ones that i thought were the best. so if Sebastian and Jarred had never of meet then the whole book would have been different because  they would have had hard problems that they would have never been able to grow up from.

Aack im here sitting here trying to study

Meow meow meow

What do you want

Meow meow meow

My cat wont stop meowing at me

She has a bowl full of kibble

Meow meow meow

She wont go out, its to cold outside

Meow meow meow

I cant escape her voracious howl

Meow meow meow

She is making me homicidal

There is no escape

she follows me through the whole house

Meow meow meow

What do you want?

Im petting you

Please stop making that moise

Meow meow meow

I need to finish my homework

I cant thing

Meow meow meow

I will never finsh this poem

Meow meow meow

That it im going to bed

Meow meow meow

Shut up

The inspiration for this poem was that my cat in the winter time gets really annoying, because all she does is follow me around my house and annoy me. She does this by meowing all the time and sleeping in my bead and just generally just being a pain in my but. None of my other animals are ever this annoying to me so I just assume that the other 2 animals actually like and this cat just has an evil hatred for me. I think she hates me the most out of everyone in my house because I’m the only person she does this to. That’s the only logical reason I can think of, or that she thinks I am the only person who takes care of her. Also wrote my poem about this because I couldn’t think of anything else to write my poem about until this idea literally came to me.

Dear, Mom

For being a vivid reader that you are I think you should read the song of fire and ice series by George R.R. Martin. I think you will enjoy this series because it is intense, suspenseful, and really good at keeping the attention of the reader. Having many different perspectives of characters in this series helps keep attention to the reader because he can leave many cliff hangers and it makes you want to read on to figure out what happens to the character.  He also keeps the attention of the reader by making his writing have detailed description. This is shown through an example on page 139 of the novel, A Feast for Crows,

“The priest lowered his cowl. Beneath he had no face: only a yellowed skull with a few scraps of skin still clinging to the cheeks, and a white worm wiggling from one empty eye socket. ”kiss me, child,” he crooked, in a voice as dry and husky as death rattle.

Does he think he scare me? Arya kissed him where his nose should be and plucked the grave worm from the eye to eat it, but it melted like a shadow in her hand.”

This quote is a good representation of the authors writing style because he uses very vivid details. The quote makes you feel sick and creped out. The author dose this all throughout the series, using sensory images to make his description more intense, and sensory imagery makes the reader feel like they could be there.

Also the darkness of this book is shown through this quote Witch this book is a very dark and disturbed book. Mom, this might not sound appealing to you, because you don’t like dark and disturbed things, but George R.R. martin makes it good by making it suspenseful, and making you want to continue reading.  The author makes you hope something good will happen to the characters but nothing ever good happens to anyone one in this novel. A quote from the first book that gives an idea about the overall themes of the series is on page 467 of a Game of thrones, “When you play the game of thrones, you win or you die. There is no middle ground”. This represents the theme of the series because every perceptive has been affected negatively by others people greed for the throne, but from these experiences the characters have became stronger, or killed them.  This made the character have shift of attitude and made them start to see the true nature of how other people treat other people because of greed. Mom, this might seem a little dark but this is makes the novel so good.

In conclusion, I, Sean, recommend this book to you, mom, because it is really good at being suspenseful and keeping your attention.